Title: Be Yourself, By Yourself (1/1)
Author : oxygen_losers
Pairing: Current Frank/Gerard, past Bert/Gerard. Watch me be a cliche.
Rating: R
POV: 2nd– Frank's
Summary: You do it tonight, you pin his hips down with yours and you bind his hands above his head and you press inkstained fingers hard into his jugular until you know it’s gonna bruise and you whisper in his ear, you whisper things like whore and failure and spread your legs for me, spread ‘em or I’ll make it hurt."
Disclaimer: I don't own 'em.
Author Notes: Familiarity with The Used's 'Lies For The Liars' is sort of necessary--if you didn't know, the lyric "three cheers, you fooled them all" is from 'Pretty Handsome Awkward' and the rest of them are from 'Liar, Liar.'
Warnings: Swearing, sex, mentions of bondage, molestation and self-mutilation.

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Title: Fragile (1/1)

Author: oxygen_losers

Pairing: Ryan Ross/Pete Wentz

Rating: R

Summary: He’s convincing. His legs below the skirt and above the boots–a span of thigh that would have made the most hardened cheerleader blush–are smooth and perfect, and he’s skinny, teenage-girl skinny, with wide, mascaraed eyes and painted-black nails. He isn’t trying very hard, thank God, and he isn’t padded, just wrapped cleverly in layers of shirts with a low neckline, designed to show off cleavage he doesn’t have.

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Dear mychemicalslash,

You are going to drive me crazy.

I understand that they want things to look nice when they're posted, but it seems lately that things are going just a little overboard.

Thoughts?

Title: A Fortune For Your Disaster(2/?)

Author: oxygen_losers

Pairing: There's some Frank/Pete(Wentz) in this chapter, Gerard/Frank overall.

Rating: PG-13. Swearing and drug useage.

POV: Third

Disclaimer: Not mine.

Summary: “Yeah,” he managed finally and he wasn’t, he couldn’t be, because every time he glanced up, there was Gerard with those dead black eyes and the way he flickered and God, God, why hadn’t the movies warned him? Gerard was fucking creepy.

Chapter One

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oxygen_losers

Title: You're Just A Boy Who's Afraid Of The Dark (17/17)

Rating: R

Pairing: Gabe/William, William/Mike

Summary: The morning of Gabe’s trial–the real one, the one William had to testify at–dawned cold and bitter and William wondered morosely, as he stared out at the gray sky over a bowl of cereal, if the weather was trying to tell him something.

Previous Chapters:

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/2953.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3103.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3399.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3845.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/4332.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/4647.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5052.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5142.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5522.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/6262.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/6641.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/6721.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/8652.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/8793.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/9744.html#cutid1

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Title: You're Just A Boy Who's Afraid Of The Dark (16/17)

Rating: R

Pairing: Gabe/William, William/Mike

Summary: It was, Mike thought, sort of remarkable that even after these last weeks, those dark, tired eyes and a face streaked with tears and the way the streetlights fell through the windows over the curve of William’s shoulder hunched up under his shirt–it was amazing that could still stop him dead.


Previous Chapters:

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/2953.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3103.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3399.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3845.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/4332.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/4647.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5052.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5142.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5522.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/6262.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/6641.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/6721.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/8652.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/8793.html#cutid1

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Title: Eyes Like The Summer (9/?)

Author: oxygen_losers

Rating: R for language and subject matter.

Author's Note: Oh my God, here it is. Finally. Months of writer's clock undone. I'm so sorry for the wait.

Summary: It was terrifying how completely he could disappear from my life if he wanted to and for the first time I stopped to think about it and oh my God, maybe it was deliberate.

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Title: Tear Open Your Heart (So I Can Love You And Your Disease)

Author: oxygen_losers

Pairing: Mike/Will/William

Rating: Hard NC-17

Summary: "He’s not sure when they figure out that this can be a fight, too, but it’s a kiss for a moment and then it’s not, it’s fingernails tearing at skin and teeth and William pushing Will back onto the bed and climbing on top of him..."

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Title: A Fortune For Your Disaster. (1/?)

Author: oxygen_losers

Featuring: Gerard and Frank

Rating: PG-13, currently

Disclaimer: I don't own them, this isn't real. Except technically people are public domain, so I'm pretty sure I can't get in trouble for this...

Summary: Frank never felt guilty about Gerard. Never spared him much thought. Except this, this Gerard with the bruise-dark eyes and the unhinged grin, it means maybe Frank fucked with the wrong person.

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Title: You're Just A Boy Who's Afraid Of The Dark (15/?)

Rating: R

Pairing: Gabe/William, William/Mike

Summary: "He knew he shouldn’t answer the letters, so he didn’t, but sometimes he fell asleep with them clutched tightly in his fingers and some of them he’d read so many times that they were worn at the creases, gone soft like well-loved paper always did and maybe it was a good thing Mike was out of the house most of the time. He wouldn’t have liked the way Will was now, edgy and restless in those few days between Gabe’s misaddressed envelopes, pacing around at three in the morning and wondering if Gabe had forgotten."

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Title: You're Just A Boy Who's Afraid Of The Dark (14/?)

Rating: NC-17

Pairing: Gabe/William, William/Mike

Summary: "He didn’t say anything when those touches broke the ten-second limit. He didn’t say anything when William traced a light hand up his thigh. Didn’t say anything when he buried his face in the hollow of Mike’s throat and murmured a goodnight against his skin."

Author Note: I'm so sorry about the crazylong wait, I rewote this chapter three times and it was completely different every time. I hope it turned out alright. >.<

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Title: Point Me To The Sky Above (I Can't Get There On My Own)

Author: oxygen_losers

Rating: R

Pairing: Patrick/Pete/youngerPete

Summary: Based off 'The Time Traveler's Wife.' Because knowing the future never really does anyone any good. And in the end, it's just about love.

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Title: Nothing But Tomorrows

Author: oxygen_losers

Rating: R

Pairing: Zack/Brianish

Summary: Matt learns to understand the nature of tragedy and mourning and maybe a bit about love.

A/N: A little sappy and a little sentimental and a little sad.

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Title: Progress Of The Wolf (Standalone)

Rating: R

Pairing: Zacky/Brian, Matt/Zacky, Johnny/Jimmy

Summary: A quick character sketch of pack dynamics. Experimenting with style.

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Title: Untitled (1/?)

Author: oxygen_losers

Pairing: future Frank/Bob

Rating: PG-13, currently.

Disclaimer: Fake-(adj.)designed to deceive or cheat; not real; counterfeit.

Author Notes: This is very short, but the story itself is already planned out and pretty long. So be warned. Also, title suggestions would be lovely.

Summary: "Because he was fine as long as he had his own little bubble of space, but then this guy, this…he couldn’t come up with a proper adjective, but the man was in his space, reaching around him for the Doritos and Bob had just frozen, his throat clenched up and his entire body tensed and he wasn’t stupid enough to think his immobility would make him invisible, but there was that little part of him that believed in the Jurassic Park theory."

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Title: It's Not Really Xenophobia, It's Just That He's Dead (or Why Ben Stiller's Got Nothin' On Patrick) Chapter 2

Rating: PG-13 because 'Trick swears too much.

Pairing: Andy/Joe, eventual Pete/Patrick

Summary: Jesus. This is weird. Er.

"“Patrick,” Andy said evenly, in what he probably considered to be an entirely rational tone of voice. “Patrick, you’re talking about a zombie. Zombies aren’t real.”"

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Vegan chicken nuggets are happiness.

I just thought I'd put that out there for all of you to enjoy.

Title: You're Just A Boy Who's Afraid Of The Dark (13/?)

Rating: R

Pairing: Gabe/William

Summary: "“Shut the fuck up!” He squeezed his eyes shut, pulled hard on Mike’s shirt. “Shut up, you fucked everything up, you bastard, you bastard he loved me until you came along.” And he was pale and trembling, but that didn’t bother Mike so much as the thought that hey, yeah, maybe Will actually believed that."

Author Note: Oh, screw it. Who knows how long I'll drag this one out?

Previous Chapters:

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/2953.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3103.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3399.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3845.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/4332.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/4647.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5052.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5142.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5522.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/6262.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/6641.html#cutid1

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Title: You're Just A Boy Who's Afraid Of The Dark (12/12?)

Rating: R

Pairing: Gabe/William

Summary: "Pete didn’t think it was a good idea, which should have told Mike something. He could count on one hand the number of things Pete thought might have maybe been a mistake, and running into walls, jumping off of houses and shooting fireworks at Chris didn’t rank among those things which meant, probably, that they were fucked from the start."

Previous Chapters:

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/2953.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3103.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3399.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3845.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/4332.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/4647.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5052.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5142.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5522.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/6262.html#cutid1

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Title: You're Just A Boy Who's Afraid Of The Dark (11/12?)

Rating: R...?

Pairing: Gabe/William

Summary: "If he’d been watching Mike’s face, he’d have seen the smile fade slightly, seen something like pain or sympathy or whatever emotion came with the “Why him, why?” mantra that had been running through Mike’s head for way, way too long. But William wasn’t looking at Mike. He was staring at his kneecaps, picking at a frayed thread on the hem of his sweater. Ignoring Mike. Biting his lip. Not speaking."


Okay, so I lied. Again. Who knows how many more chapters?

Previous Chapters:

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/2953.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3103.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3399.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/3845.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/4332.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/4647.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5052.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5142.html#cutid1

http://oxygen-losers.livejournal.com/5522.html#cutid1

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